so i was taking a trip down memory lane, specifically this one time one of my close friends in high school had just gotten asked out.
and i was getting all down on myself about being single/no guys liking me. and both she and my other friend kept insisting that i’d be the first one to get an actual boyfriend and lose my virginity.
flash forward to now: one is engaged to her boyfriend of 5 years, and the other has been with her boyfriend for a year.
and the most intimate thing i’ve ever done with a guy is hold his hand.
raul esparza is now a tumblr famous actor, going to comic con and sitting on panels and shit.
and i really don’t know how to feel about this.